2005 has been the hardest year of my life. i cant wait for it to be over.............

well this month has been moving fast. i found out that my dad has prostate cancer. it sucks. but they did catch it in its earliest stages so hes going to have surgery soon. i feel really bad for him. i just pray that everything will be alright. so we have been spending a lot of time together, walking our 3 mile walk in the mornings along the river ( Read more... )

yeah!!! i have a job at hobby lobby as a cashier making 7 dollars an hour!!! yippeey!! go susan!! this has to be the chillest job i have ever had, not that ive had that many jobs, but still. today was my first day and it was pretty cool. just confusing a little because the registers are all old school and all this different stuff is on sale every ( Read more... )

okay its been forever since my last update..........i made it back here to illinois. i am actually really happy to be here this time. its like i have a new perspecive. my dads kicking my ass with my work out schedule. i have to wake up around 8 and walk 3 miles. it sucks but its pretty cool. then i walk it again in the afternoon. i want to get to ( Read more... )

hey everyone, im here in el paso at cindys house way on the west side without a phone. so what are everyones plans for the night? hopefully i get to see all of you because i leave on sunday night,que triste. so let me know whats going on so we can hang out. much love to all of you...............giga is huge!!!!!!!

hey everyone. i will be visiting el paso on the 29th for like 5 days. i cant wait to see all of you.....

on august 5th 2000, my brother passed away. it kills me because this is the first time i will not be there to go to his grave. could someone please go for me and put some flowers, i wouyld greatly appreciate it. also his birthday was the 17th, i would always go on that day too, if you could please go for me i will tell you how to get there. thank ( Read more... )

okay. magwai is alright. thank god. i am feeling a little bit better than i did the other day. back to work. i fucked up these peoples order last night and i thought they were going to seriously kill me. suckorama. today i have to close the dining area, doublesuckorama squared. tomorrow i see valerie, yipeeyorama squared. so heres my attempt at the ( Read more... )

i just found out that billy broke up with matt. i thought it would make me happy but it didnt. now im all super sad, i dont know why. poor dude, he lost everything. i feel bad, even though it wasnt my fault. and then i found out about magwai, who knows what is going to happen to my little girl. if any of you can possibly help out by taking her just ( Read more... )

well i finally have a job. its been 4 years i can hardly believe it. im working at a mexican restaurant called la margarita as a server. i have to memorize the menu this week and its been kinda hectic. i only have one day off a week. sucky but at least ill be making money. i havent talked to matt in a few weeks. i miss him so godamn much and i ( Read more... )