Allen is engaged..

After what felt like an hour of silence I was able to say "congratulations"

"We are like sculptors, constantly carving out of others the image we long for, need, love or desire, often against reality, against their benefit, and always, in the end, a disappointment, because it does not fit them."
Anais Nin

I always had it in my head ( Read more... )

Work has been pretty lame and microsoft is doing cutbacks again so I am most likely going to work for comcast tech. support. I don't want a job that feels like a roller coaster ( Read more... )

I wore sweats to work and I fully intend to go to sleep under my desk.
I even have a blanket.

Slacker? not really. It's Saturday and there's NO work to do.
Once I am no longer tired I'm going to get up and play games with the five people who actually showed up today.

Work sucks.

That is all.

but I didn't do anything to deserve him <3. !!MUSHY!!

When my lease is up on August 31st  I'm moving in with my boyfriend, Jerry. I might as well live there already (I go to my apt like once a week to get more clothes) and I'll be saving a lot of money by not paying rent. I love being there and he loves having me there so we figured why not? If ( Read more... )

Microsoft decided to lay off about 600 people from the MSN ad center account (because MSN sucks and business is slooow). Luckily I wasn't laid off, but it still sucks because a lot of my friends were :(. I'm applying at other places anyway and I'm hoping to get on at Yahoo!. I'm not sure if I will quit though because my benefits kick in on July ( Read more... )

I'm never drinking again.

Ugh. I need some pepto or something but I'm stuck at work until 1:30 :(.

I have a boyfriend and he is fantastic :).

Oh and I also have a hookah, it is fantastic too!

When I read my journal entries from the past 3 years it reminds me how miserable I was for a long time and that I don't want to get back in that state. So thank you LJ, I needed some motivation to keep from being sad and now I have it.

Life is pretty crazy for me right now. I'm trying to decide where I want to be and if I want to be there alone. 
I ( Read more... )

1) Go to Google 
2) Type "Failure" into the search bar 
3) Press the "I feel lucky" button 
4) laugh at the result