If the walls in the room could talk ( Read more... )

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore (since I've been neglecting to post for so long) but I just thought I should mention that I'm pregnant. I'm very very very excited about it which is weird considering how many times I said I don't want kids. It just feels right and I'm in a place now where I can afford it and I have someone I love to go ( Read more... )

My 10 month relationship with Jerry just ended. As I watched him drive off the only thing I could think was "what now?" He's the only boyfriend I've ever lived with and now I have to watch as he makes trips back and forth between here and his parents house. Once he has moved everything I don't know what's going to happen. I've managed to keep a ( Read more... )

My big sister moved to Turkey.

My little sister moved to Oregon and we live together.

My older sister is getting married, she's the first of all my siblings.

And I am in one of those strange places. Things are good, but I feel bored.

I'm working until I'm done (we close at five but that really means nothing) and then going home to pack and shower. God, I haven't even had time to shower in 3 days.. I know, it's gross. I've been sick as a dog and working my butt off. Yesterday I was so exhausted that I went straight to bed when I got home at 7pm. 
Tonight, after I'm all packed and ( Read more... )

This is our yard.


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Everything is falling apart right now. My relationship with Jerry has changed drastically and we're on the verge of breaking up. There is a part of me that feels like we would be better off in the long run if we separate, but there's also a part of me that feels like if I lose him it will be the biggest regret of my life ( Read more... )

- Quit the tech support job ( Read more... )

Steve Irwin died last night.

I'm at work at 4am on Labor Day. I hate this tech job, and after I'm done using it for the nice health insurance I'm going to find a different second job. I'll probably switch to something easier like working in a restaurant.

Hope everyone has a good, safe, drunken holiday.

I couldn't possibly be any busier. I have been running around taking care of soo much stuff and now I'm wondering why I decided to work 2 jobs. I don't COMPLETELY hate the tech support job, but it is frustrating to be at work at 4am and deal with people who don't know how to turn a computer on ( Read more... )