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i think vanessa is probably the only one that will understand that one. hahaha ( Read more... )

• i dont know what im doing......
• im afraid.....
• afraid that im making the wrong decisions....
• what if it didnt work...
• what if i do end up ruining a life....

ive decided that im completely insane for this stupid boy!
im gonna miss him so fuckin much.
i mean shit... he pretty much just moved into my apartment.... and now im goin home without him... :(
i really wish he wouldve come home with me.... its weird this is the first guy that i actually want everyone to meet.
but yea..
idk. im wicked excited about ( Read more... )

its rainin outside.like flashflood raining.
and i get to work. OUTSIDE. fuck this shit.
what a fucking christmas. im sittin alone in my apartment.... everyone is at work or somewhere else.
lucas left to go get ready to go with tim and rachel....... at least he'll have fun. he loves them. 
we had fun opening gifts at like 630 last night... hahahaha. we ( Read more... )

so i know ive totally forgot about my lj...

so lets update...

well i have 11days left in florida.. i fly home the 4th of jan.
my friend natashia just got terminated this morning.
i have to work christmas.
im pyscho and went through my boyfriend's myspace the other day..... read EVERYTHING.  and now i dont know what to do. 
last night he found out ( Read more... )

like ok so florida is great but disney sucks ass.. well most of the time. ok so like the other day at work guess who i meet.... TRAVIS FUCKIN BARKER! like no way right... well believe it ( Read more... )

and you have not been forgotten.

happy birthday adam!

:(

ah. i love florida.
my job is cheesy.
my apartment is awesome.
my roommates are the best.

xoxo's/

=maria=

for those of you who dont know.. im having a going away party on saturday.

hit up the cell if u want the details!