fuck this shit ( Read more... )

things in my world are insane.

im tired of all the backstabbin and lies.

we all get tired of each others shit i guess.

im thinking of moving away for summer just to clear my head and figure out what i really wanna do.

we'll see how that goes.

today was my aunts 1yr anniversary. this month has sucked so bad. i've been sittin around and thinking a lot ( Read more... )

zander passed away on sunday ( Read more... )

i know it has been forever since ive used this thing but i think im going to start using it a lot more... like old times ( Read more... )

im sorry ive neglected you lj...

things have been.... crazy...
dad got super sick out of no where. was in hospital for2 weeks.. now is home on bed rest for another 3 weeks...
school's kickin my ass but i love it.
ive been hanging out with my little sister a lot. i luff her.
since spring break thing have been really weird. idk
i started "dating" ( Read more... )

so heres how it went ( Read more... )

i talk shit ( Read more... )

so last month i had to deal with a lot of shit but things seem like they're finally fallin into place.

birthday is in 2 days!
spring break!

and im finally gettin my ass back to school! im wicked exicited to go too. lol.

but yea things are goin pretty great right now.
it was only a matter of time

yo y yo sola puedo hacer todo que necessito.

adios.

my aunt passed away this morning. and she took the last piece of my heart with her to heaven. i knew it was coming but i never anticipated that it would be so soon. now more than ever i need lucas beside me helping me to be strong but he is no where to be found.  it just seems like everything is fallin apart. i hate feeling like this. why the hell ( Read more... )