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I dont want to hold on, I want to move on, and I want to be free to breath ( Read more... ) -
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"List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you are presently enjoying. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... ) -
Last night I had a series of imperfect kisses, a perfect cry, and an almost perfect goodnight.
I'm still trying to figure out if last night was a good idea. I feel more normal, but a little more insane. Some kisses just seem so cheap no matter how passionate they are, while other kisses can seem so pure just because of their innocence. I like the latter better. I like how they can stop the strings pulling on my heart and leave me free to ( Read more... ) -
some moments are ment to be more real than others...even if it is only something in the air.
Life is so fucking beautiful. People are so fucking beautiful...... They are crazy, and cruel, and loving, and gracious, and even contagious....... but that makes them all the more beautiful. I have been so happy today. Its a pure feeling. I love everyone..... I know, it sounds cheesey, but today I really do. Maybe its something in the air. ( Read more... ) -
Give me wand to wave over this destruction.......
I wish I had a magic wand that I could just wave over everyting to turn it around and fix my life. To fix the damage I have done. "Psycho isnt pretty" I want to be pretty again ( Read more... ) -
Im shrinking and Im scared......
I looked at my reflection this morning and I seemed smaller than I use to be. It scared me, so I weighed myself. I lost 5 pounds, which is a lot. And I don't think thats a good thing. I'm becoming unhealthy because so often I don't have time to eat. I'm shrinking in other ways too. I have so much going on in my life that I forget about it all ( Read more... ) -
"I'll keep it simple for obvious reasons"
yesterday was amazing. I felt so loved by EVERYONE. so many people did things for me that I never would have excpected. all in all it was a great birthday. There wasnt a lot I would have changed. Even when I failed a test, I couldnt help but laugh, it was just too much to not. I got a 64 and that was one of the higher grades, my friend got a ( Read more... ) -
happy me day...and hungry hungry hippos
so today is my birthday, but this year I dont feel the pressure of growing up. Over the past 12 months so much has happened to me, and I have changed so much that I already feel like Im 22. I love today, I went to sleep at 12:30 to one phone call and 2 texts all wishing me happy birthday. I slept till I was ready to get up, and then just sat in ( Read more... ) -
the dead and dreaming
Im sitting here in my room, window open, thick after summer air drifting in, reading art books in hopes of finding an artist to "imitate" for my project. My question is, how artistic is imitation? I feel like Im being forced to be untrue to myself by copying someone else's work. I don't want to be held down by the confinds of someone else's ( Read more... )
