So we have this housing lottery, and the better (lower numerically) numbers can pull in the worse (closer to 1,000) numbers into their room-- help them out, ya know. Well until last night I had been fluctuating about perhaps helping out my roommate-- the insecure, uber dramatic, ditsy, flirty, competitive californian that happens to in habit the ( Read more... )

1. Grab the closest book to you.
2. Turn to page 123.
3. Find the 5th sentence.
4. Post the sentence in your weblog along with these instructions.
5. Don't grab a 'cool' book, just the one closest to you.

"As if she'd have to identify herself to her parents!" -- High Lonesome by Joyce Carol Oates

Things that are on my mind ( Read more... )

How many total songs?: 2745 ( Read more... )

My life seems to fall into many patterns. Many instances (or lack thereof) that seem to repeat themselves with every coming cycle ( Read more... )

Summer is a strange time for me. Not just this summer--a summer on the brink of a huge change and a step towards the turbulence that will control my life for the next few years-- but every summer. There is a lot of freedom -- I'm in control. I can choose who I want to hang out with, I can choose what I want to do every day, etc. But at the same ( Read more... )

You know its summer when all of your friends hate you, you feel like crap about yourself, and you will soon have absolutely nothing to do all day.

1) Do you have a crush on somebody ( Read more... )

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The bitter silence was enough ( Read more... )

I don't matter enough to be surprised with something nice. I dont matter enough for something beautiful to remind you of me. I dont matter enough to be made up to. I very rarely hear, "Let me make it up to you!" The thought of me doesn't seem to make anyone smile.

I guess I just dont leave that size of impression on....anyone.