Ive got the bluesss....(not craft macaroni n cheese)

[maiden666]

Well it told oscar my situation, and he think im breaking away because of lauren but the main point is the weed....i dont want to have anything to do with it anymore and just kinda clean up my life...my brain is so fryed...i cant remember shit and i just cathc myself blank when thinking. Ive smoked way too much in my day and now i need to pretty

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[onlyindreams13]

jesse, you seriously dont understand how proud i am of you to make the decision to stop. So many people that are close to me, dont realize they have a problem and dont attempt to quit, or even cut down for that matter. pfft... most of them know they have problems..but just continue to do it, and they might be like i dont care, its my life, but its affecting their friends around them, and personally it makes me sad thinking that some of my friends are now using worse things than weed. i hope that it doesnt take jail for oscar to realize he needs to cut down, but something still drastic. i hope him and artie will understand one day that i didnt mean to hurt him intentionally...and im not guilty of any problems artie blames me for. im glad we, rather you, haha, told him, its like a huge weight lifted. im so glad that i can be with you now, i heart you so much, and i dont have insomnia i swear...just a lil trouble getting to sleep this past week. :)

[burthandthedeth]

yo Jesse, I know how u feel man...this whole incident has scared me sraight, no more weed for me man. there are so many ways to have fun without it.
and as for that band, sounds killer...if you need a drummer, OR guitarist, you know who to call.
peace

Lafff

[anonymous]

Unfortunately, weed is not something that ruins lives, people are

Re: Lafff

[onlyindreams13]

i really like what you wrote and stuff...but as far as me saving damage done if i wud have said things sooner...u wont understand. no one will ever truly understand. i was scared out of my mind to tell him that i didnt like him. for fear of what he would do to me, and fear of never talking to him again. he can be cool if he wants to be, and i liked that about him. i truly believed him when he told me we wud always remain friends if it ended. of course he lies a lot to me, therefore that ended fast. i dont understand how a person can only see you as a "g/f" type, and not a friendship type. he might as well have said ok welp i just wanna do "stuff" with you...and im not interested in conversing with you to put it very bluntly and plain. i really am glad you dont hate me and hope you dont like stop talking to me , like artie and mike always do. well unless you just like dont hate me, but prefer to not talk to me. i think your a cool intelligent person, and your really good to your friends. <3 =w=

shaun=awesome

[maiden666]

SHaun thats why we have always been such good friends, we are humans like all but to some point we are smarter in such a way that we are more experienced in the field of life, we have experienced probably too much for our age but i wouldnt take anything back for the world...."shit happens" Ide do it all again to be friends with you man, you n chad brotha....Peace