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he's not the earth beneath my feet.
he's not my gravity.
he's not the one for me.

why is this so goddamn hard to accept?

whattup y0

it's freakishly hot in my room =[

started school this week woot woot!!
i have:
philosophy 8 critical thinking
pe 34 fitness for living
history of the u.s.
spanish 2
Tutor A
Tutor B

yeyuh. i hope this semester goes well, and i hope to meet a lot of new friends at school.

i also started my new job on monday.
i'm a tutor and lab assistant in the ( Read more... )

so i decide to wash my car ( Read more... )

note to self:

there will be radder, nicer, more caring,  more considerate, more honest, cuter, and smarter.

i just have to find him.

in the meantime, me duele el corazon.

what i have learned this week.

boys are assholes.
most girls are horrible friends.
when you do find those girls that aren't horrible friends,
they will pick boys over you because they are dumb.
they will proceed to try to make friends with you again
when the boys leave them.
boys leave them because they are assholes.

it's a vicous cycle.

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 I can close my eyes to things I don't want to see, but I can't close my heart to things I don't want to feel.  Hearing his voice saves me, seeing his body heals me, his touch brings life back to my soul.

Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean or what they are really worth? 

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so frustrating.

i need to get over it [him], like NOW.