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[onlyindreams13]

what i have learned this week.

boys are assholes.
most girls are horrible friends.
when you do find those girls that aren't horrible friends,
they will pick boys over you because they are dumb.
they will proceed to try to make friends with you again
when the boys leave them.
boys leave them because they are assholes.

it's a vicous cycle.

people are selfish

Comments

[onlyindreams13]

pfft. same here.
but when i don't care i feel kinda like i dunno, empty.
i wish i could be a mean person.

[delta_forc3]

I know how you feel heh

[onlyindreams13]

not a good feeling.
dustin, why are boys stupid?

[delta_forc3]

I'll tell you if you tell me why girls are so complicated

[merle_police]

I've had trouble making "great" friends because most people are like this. I think you shouldn't do anything. Don't make anything awkward, but just totally disregard what's going on at the same time, you know? Like... don't put in as much effort as you have before is what I'm trying to get at. They obviously don't know that you're a good person and are willing to do anything for them (I relate a lot to this in relationships). Eventually they'll realize how much of a good friend you were. And if they don't, don't sweat it, you'll probably find better people to be friends with.

[onlyindreams13]

I don't know how to not put effort into relationships. It's who i am, i have too big of a heart and it always lets me down. How do you learn to not be willing to do anything for the people you love?

I guess i need to be more careful on who i give time, effort, and love to. I'd like to imagine that the people who TRULY love me wouldn't treat me like these 3 have.

I just honestly thought that these people were the ones who realized that i am a great friend, i just find it hard to understand how they can say that to my face but then completely screw me over.

In the meantime it stinks cause i feel like, super alone. These people were closest to me and it's like i have no one left.