wh ydo i always go and fuck things up, i always have to no matter what, i HATE it when i do that and then when i think its opk i go and fuck it up again sometimes i just want to go kill my fucking self i really do i hate myself, i CANT stand it it makes me feel so bad what i do to you, and im sorry i really am and i swrear ive said it now more than ( Read more... )

i know i know its ben a long time but you know, i just havent had the need to get on here. but yea im gonna update, shew alot has happened good and bad, me and crissy have been dating for 7 months now : ) im so happy to tell that and i know were gonna be together till we die i know it, i love her with all my heart i swear, but yea also alot of bad ( Read more... )

well wats goin on ppl ( Read more... )

well well ( Read more... )

hey ppl, wats up, im just sittin here bein bored as usual, man im tellin you wat i hope crissy likes her present like realy good i think she will tho if neone leaves comments dont say wat it is cause she reads this, but neways, i was thinkin of maybe seein if she could walk home with me sometimes this week i dunno tho its up to her ill ask her ( Read more... )

"wild horses couldnt drag me way, from you babe"
- rolling stones

its times like these were i just feel like just another spoke in the wheel ppl,theres been alot of good things and alot of bad things, ive just been maskin the bad things with the good things but when im alone and start listenin to music, it gets me thinking drastically, i think about all the bad things when im alone, my poor papaw has lung cancer ( Read more... )

"if a man dosent cry, and he doesent bleed, i wouldnt trust him"
- Zakk Wylde

now for today ( Read more... )

"its a long way to the top, if you wanna rock n roll"
-ACDC

very true very true