yup

ill do it myself ( Read more... )

yes so tonight chris is going over to monicas house for dinner, good for him, good for her, i drank again last night, im considering having that be a habit again but know that i cant reasonably do that, nor can i particualrly afford but i will say the anesthetic properties have in fact kept me a little bit sane ( Read more... )

the next day and the sickie feelings as a result ick, im up way too early bleh

i had forgotten what fun this is, eek hope i dont start craving it every day now, whew what a weird evening. i went out with heather that was cool then josh (her ex) showed up and she and i didnt really talk i just got drunk really drunk, i remember why i used to do this now i had 2 and a half beers wow ,golly what goofyness i feel i cant believe i ( Read more... )

god today i dunno sha la la la live for today, but i still say safety first ( Read more... )

there was a crab swimming in the water next to us and a couple of dark fishes swam by at various points, such a lush environment we live in. hope theres no extra sewer overflow in there today, seemed pretty clean except for the oh mah gawd awful smelly vallella, ick ( Read more... )

chris got alan to come and take the crap around the yard away, i feel so relieved as though i dont live in white trash paradise, thank holy baby jesus. damn it feels good to not have crap everywhere, nice nice indeed ( Read more... )

went to breakfast ( Read more... )

and i suck so fucking bad and now i wont whine i will just be quiet for a long time because obviously everything i say is flawed and useless.
i give up.