yeah now i feel hardly self concious at all. especially given the excessive ramblings i seem to offer thus far. sure im mature, sure i am. im excited and excited some more, and ready to go run. so is the dog. later. wee!

heres hoping its high tide this time round, things seem perfect, but dont they always, im attempting optimism, ive gone out on a limb and i guess i like it here, adventures of daily living, oh how i adore the internet and the connections we can form as a species in so many different ways.
music therapy, hallelujah!

where the bottom is dropping out underneath me and im dangling adrift in the depths of it all, i have no mast to hold me up, no sails to shift my course, under the currents wrapping neath my feet are sharks, sharks and dolphins and no one can say yet who is to win, whales wash by, slowly, sinkingly, drinking deep the air stirred by the swirling ( Read more... )

here goes, the ones at the end are from today, im including a bunch of recent pics, since i got all this cool undiewear n stuff, this is what i do when im not doing other stupid shit, picture rama, picture power, woo hoo. sucking bandwidth for breakfast...( Read more... )

thats all i got to say i love so very very much

i suck, i do really i suck big time i could just kick myself and spit about it all. but that tsunamit warning and evacuation was certainly a rush, i was directly below the warning speakers, the poor fucking dog i think she died and reanimated or something she was very very very upset. so was my mom jeez, i was saying its okay over and over again ( Read more... )

fuck i hope i dont hurt anyone. probably already have. damnit. didnt want to hurt anyone. i dont know. wow walk fucking time yo, much thinking to be done.

this is a brink i walk a trust a misunderstanding a false premise a halted start, a preordaned desity, a manfested reality, a gingersnap cookie wafting in a windowsill, waiting to be consumed by a hunger without end, without mercy, i dont look upon the sea or the light of day i live in a world of moond lighting, drunken blur, the sloppy disheveled ( Read more... )

my new space is awesome, my neighbors are super neato cool and the dog is happy, the dogs doggie neighbors are happy and life is good, lots of paint to air out, a few more scratches from the last pets but all in all woo hoo!!!!

contemplating, waiting, anticipating saturday now ( Read more... )