For awhile now me and jemal have been taken a break from our relationship and truthfully i haven't missed it. I wonder if I'm doing the right thing or not. Its confusing. I love him and care about him but right now my focus is me. I'm trying to get my life situated. I'm tired of doing everyone else but myself. I dont even know if I even want to be ( Read more... )

This whole day has been so boring. I have to move but its kinda worth it cause we are getting a bigger house. I also caught a ringworm on my ankle from those bad ass kids i work with. The thing is so huge and gross looking. Anyways thats all for now...

Its been months since i wrote in my journal. Last year was really rough for me. At the beginning of the year I lost my grandmother of bone cancer then right after that was my aunt. During the summer my cousin past away in a motorcycle accident and the day before Halloween my dad passes away from lung and brain cancer. If it wasn't for that special ( Read more... )

Its been to long since i wrote and my journal. I been told to many times that a need to make an entry by a certain somebody. Well the last couple of weeks been hectic since my dad has lung and brain cancer. He only has 4 to 6 months to live so I have been spending lots of time with him. I'm taking this the best way that i can because there is ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile since i posted an entry. I just bought a new car last Friday and lets say i been burning a lot of rubber. I also been working 10 to 12 hours to keep my money flowing. I miss my hunnee Jemal because i've been to tire to actually talk to him. I know he's kinda annoyed by it but i'll make it up to him some how { LOL he knows how ( Read more... )

Things have been going great for me. Im making money like its no tomorrow tryna help my baby get here as soon as possible. My dad is doing better with his treatments for lung cancer. For the next couple of weeks its gonna be a full house. My nephew comes on Friday then my aunt comes next Wednesday. My mom's best friend comes that Friday. And last ( Read more... )

Things have been getting rough for the pass couple of days and now its time to come out that hole and start fresh.Jemal i love and care about you but there are things in my life that need to be sorted out.lol and as for this shit on the internet well all i can say is that its done and over with.Like i said before no one can tell me what i am they ( Read more... )

This bullshit has to STOP.I have no insecurities of myself nor any jealousy.I'm grown i don't need to blast anyone on my journal about some bullshit.I can say whatever i want but he has a choice.He can be friends with whoever and he can do whatever. I have this thing called TRUST so there's no worry.I have no problem with you or anyone else just be ( Read more... )

Things between me and my hunnee have been rough for the pass couple of days.There has been arguing and words that shouldn't been said to one another.But now the storm is over and our relationship is even stronger.Baby there is no other for me.You are my one and only. Jemal I love you and don't you forget that.