i think hell is feeling like this all the time

so i ahve been telling myself for the passed couple months that at least you got "that" going for you. well that broke my heart too and now it's hard to see the bottom. My heart feels like winter

My first friend turned 21 when i was 16. Since then i have been hearing the always charming "sucks you're not 21 yet man." For the last 2 years it has become a daily thing. I shit you not on a daily basis someone reminds me i am not 21 yet. And i would like to inform the world that i am well aware i am not 21 yet; this is not going to change ( Read more... )

i got my heart broken today i i forgot how much it sucks. Yet it happens to everyone. i dont suppose that makes it any better.

so i think i am going to go to paso today and try to have matt cut my hair. I need a haircut pretty bad, personally i like having long fucked up hair, but my boss feels differently. I got bored last night and drove downtown to walk around(which is interesting that i have to drive in order to go walking, sounds like a personal problem)and get coffee ( Read more... )

today sucked and this looking forward at this week makes nothing better......

it is so hot in atown right now i cant even sleep. I am trying to find some place in slo county that buys used clothes, i have a bunch of fred perry, a BS suit, and two pea coats but dont know where to take them. school is lame but at least it is easy this semester.

i woke up this morning, just hangin out, being fine. then boom had to run into the bathroom, but it was too late projectile vomit all over, it was so much puke that even when i was at the toilet it stil wash spraying out onto the seat. Pretty sick, yeah, try being there for it.

so if my computer worked i would show you all the craziness that has been my life the passed month, but alas, not on this eve. i spent all my money like a jackass, but boy did i have fun for a month ( Read more... )

drugs are bad, end of story.