here goes the yelling again

it just never ends

so glad i wont be here this weekend

i think i come off alot more shallow than i really am ( Read more... )

Something about sitting in the middle of an orchestra
In front of the conductor, so you can see his face moving with music
I could feel the vibrations of the instruments
It was exhilarating
And I performed better than I have in a long time
It felt so good

Now I remember why I'm doing this

ah...

ill cry sometime between now and prom ( Read more... )

avoiding the paper ( Read more... )

so...woo. um, a lot. this week :D ( Read more... )

defibitely drinking right now

yesterday ( Read more... )

mr cantrell hugged me today
i smiled a huge smile inside when that happened
hes such a teddy bear sometimes

on top of that
thankyou
to my great friends and support system

without you
i would probably die
or at least not be a singer

so today was the worst performance ever
in my whole life
so...yea, pretty much thats my day....crap.

how long to go?
two weeks?
ill survive hopefully
ill just make a lot of cake and eat it
a different flavor every day.
then i can just be one big fat happy lady.
with cats...

thats right

a big fat
cake-eating
cat owning
lazy
happy lady