im feeling indifferent about the fact that it's half term. mostly because i have no money and that means i can't go out ( Read more... )

my 18th birthday was a lot better than i generally expected. i got a phonecall just after midnight and then went and had my obligatory post-midnight cigarette with my mum. woke at 6.45 to "open presents" or lack there of as now i am 18 people have gone down the money route. i've got £300 so far and i've yet to recieve a gift from my dad ( Read more... )

okay so this weekend kind of sucked in comparison to last ( Read more... )

this beats all weekends ive ever had ( Read more... )

my sister had her house party. surprisingly, the house wasn't damaged to the extent i had prepared for...but still, it wasn't my cup of tea. the authority i had over the 15 year olds was amazing and someone had told them that i owned the house. brill ( Read more... )

i just noticed how many times in my journal ive put "im quitting smoking" guttzzzzzzz it's all i do!

and this


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im becoming rather bored again, i told EVERYONE that i get bored being in/doing the same places/things for too long. but then again tekken 3 with joey and stefan friday night was so refreshing ( Read more... )

it's 08:46 on a saturday morning..."why are you up?" you may ask. I am up because i was expecting to go to Wales today to see a friend but, again, literally an hour before im supposed to be leaving i am told by someone else that i can't go. brill. unreliableness is my largest pet hate at the moment. which has made me re-evaluate a lot of people in ( Read more... )

my attempts at finding something interesting to do at weekends when i dont have any money have become fruitless.

i need to stop x1000000 thinking about money. its all i do.

im giving up smoking, equalling more money for an eventful weekend, hopefully.

i had a very strange dream last night that the man with the weird accent and blender on the direct line "what makes a good deal a good deal better?" advert proposed to me. then there was some dancing around a burning car, very odd ( Read more... )