My car got broken into and now i have to buy a new ipod. DARN, 120GB instead of 180? Yea, i dont want to spend the money but hey, bright side, right?

I have three more hours to kill "volunteering". Basically organizing, cleaning and decorationg bulletin boards for 35 hours this semester to get a good grade with my humanities/service learning class. Im at the Gerald L Ignace Indian Health center on the southside of milwaukee. And im bored out of my mind. Good deeds, helping others, blah blah ( Read more... )

I have a new boyfriend, his name is Greg. He's 29 and he works in the kitchen at my work. He makes me laugh, and he makes me happy, and I love hanging out with him. I don't know how to accept the things he tells me as truth when I dont know that I trust him. I knew Sam forever and i knew his whole past, so when we got together I trusted him. ( Read more... )

Its been a long past couple weeks, very dramatic. Very busy. But also, very fun ( Read more... )

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i get drunk a lot ( Read more... )

i saw Sam today and it totally broke my heart. Appartenly, he has my heart. I miss him and I dont know what to say to him, but someday things will work themselves out. They will, right?

This is just life. Fuck life. Its hard.

Last night I got drunk with Keely and Ben after work, and we talked about relationships and hurt and understanding. About what it is to be the one who calls the whole thing off. I was pretty buzzy, so it was hard to concentrate the whole time, but meh. We had fun buying each other drinks and trying to get Ben drunk (he stayed an hour longer than ( Read more... )

I'm once again putting off the moving situation. Im sitting in my empty apartment, with things to clean and throw away, and I just wont do it. I don't know why, but Im SO good at putting things off ( Read more... )