it's been awhile since i've updated... and i am only doing so because i am awake on somebody's computer whom i really don't know but i am at their house ( Read more... )

I CANNOT SLEEP ( Read more... )

hey. yeah so i'm not trying out for crimsonette here at UA. it's the responsible choice to make. not that i would actually make it.... but if i did i know i wouldn't concentrate on school at all. i have enough trouble with that already...without something as huge as band on my schedule. makes me sad bc i miss twirling so much...it's so much fun. ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do anymore... everything i do is wrong. at least that's what my mom seems to think. i know i've made more mistakes this year than i have in my whole life... but it's not like i'm trying to. i just seem to have to make mistakes in order to learn anything (which sucks). i'm stubborn i guess and have to see if my way will work ( Read more... )

i am officially a bad friend. well, i wouldn't say bad... but a bit neglectful sometimes. it's just so hard to stay in contact with friends who i don't see often/don't use the internet. wow, that really sounds bad. it's not because i don't care about them... i do. when you don't see someone a lot, you don't realize how much you care about them ( Read more... )

i know i just updated but i wanted to add something ( Read more... )

wow. been over a month since i've used this thing ( Read more... )

yeah so merry christmas and such ( Read more... )

i don't care if no one reads or comments on these ( Read more... )

tonight is my last night at university of alabama. i have the strange urge to sit in the living room all night by our glowing ficcus (sp) and stare blankly into the Riverside parking lot and try to locate my car. just for fun of course. but i won't. why? you ask. because i'm not wearing pants and i don't feel like putting any on. and i might get in ( Read more... )