k i hate this lj. it's hella emo. i'm not like that anymore. i got a new one. http://www.livejournal.com/users/takexmexxawayx is the link. ut it's friends-only. it's not gonna have anything emo. so if you wanna add it then add it. the end.

i think this is my last entry... actually i know it's my last entry... i deleted my journal for a while as you probably know but then i realized that i wrote some pretty smart stuff in here and i don't want it to be gone forever... but i guess i just wanted to post this for people... i took it from stacia's journal ( Read more... )

i logged in to write about my day but i really don't know where to start... maybe i'll write about it later... maybe i won't... i'm still deciding... i've gotta talk to a few people and think things over first i think... i don't wanna say stuff without getting the facts first... it's more than youdeserve but i'm giving you that anyway

i'm sitting in the library updating because i have no friends... everybody went off campus without me so i just like came here... at least i can look semi-cool if i'm sitting in front of a computer... i'm so sick of high school... i was sick of it the minute i walked on it... this summer i'm definately doing something that'll get me otta here ( Read more... )

this goes out to a couple of people i know... okay more than a couple more like a lot:

FUCK YOU!!!!
okay... now i feel better... kinda

somebody jsut egged our house... about an hour before that they left 2 hot sauce packets on our doorstep that said "single hot sauce seeking friendship, maybe more"... i thought it was a joke at first... i swear if i find those motherfuckers i'm gonna kill them... actually i'm not sure if they were egging MY house or my BROTHER'S house, or my ( Read more... )

Katy Rose - Lemon

they've clipped my wings again
tore them apart and then
left me
no use to fly away
to my yesterday
of freedom
my eyes die back again
seeing the hurt i may
have done
beat me instead of them
pain is my only zen
of fun

i'll go where secrets are sold
where roses unfold
i'll sleep as time rolls by

so hurting here is where i belong
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what do i wish was dead, is really really fat, ugly and annoying, and has the initials c.c.?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

i learned a very important lesson today... never get close to people... 'cause people will always let you down... they'll always leave... nothing lasts forever... stand on your own 2 feet... don't lean on anyone 'cause if you do you'll fall... 'cause no one wants to support someone else's weight ( Read more... )