Even though the moment passed me by, i still can't turn away

[majicninja]

life's been crazy as of late. not necesarily crazy busy, just.. crazy. i've been loosing it and my mind one piece at a time for the past couple weeks. so i'm sorry to anyone i've made plans or promises to, i havn't been all here for the last month or two. or three or four. i just wish i'd loose it all, or get everything back. it's the lingering in

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[_rainbowslut_]

everyone just seems like little kids. with high school drama that everyone creates for themselves. meeting in their predictable spots in the commons, screaming around in little cliquie circles like they always have, and probably always will. i guess i'm just trying to grow up in my own little way
Sounds like me my dear.
I'm in the same sort of place.

[majicninja]

it's a good feeling to know that i'm not the only one.
i love you alicia <33

[_rainbowslut_]

I love you too Laura.
I really wish you lived closer so I could see you.

[majicninja]

Well that's.. almost good to know :P at least the ones worth knowing get threaded out through the rest of the people who would only waste time. yeah it gets a little crazy when people realize that life doesn't revolve around them and their social life.

the rain is wonderful. i wish washington had some kind of interesting weather problems, besides just.. rain. not that i'm complaining. but variety is always nice :D

[psychotic_loon]

wow...nothing to say to that...sorry youre disconnected. sorry im such a little kid, screaming in my 'clique'...

[majicninja]

i never pointed fingers, or said who. but make what conclusions you want out of it.
writing my thoughts out on my own journal doesn't make it any more or less real than if i had never said anything at all.

[shayna40389]

Well Laura, if I do go around in my "clique" you are certainly welcome in it if you want :D Sorry if I get annoying too... I hear that response from alotta peeps ;) anyway, I love ya and if you just wanna chat sometime just IM me or call the cellular! love ya dahling!

[majicninja]

Kaya my darling. It's not particularly anything that anyone is doing, or isn't doing for that matter. But it's becoming a lot of what i'm doing, and the things i've been learning about myself. It sounds corny, i know (selfish to, sorry). I'm just finding out a lot of things that's kinda changing how i see everything else around me. It's not that any one is terribly obnoxious, and i certainly don't hate anyone. it's just that i'm beginning to not be able to put up with as much. Make sense? Maybe? i don't know. And you're wonderful my dear, thanks for the love.

[shayna40389]

Yeah I understand. Same thing happened to me a couple months ago. I've come to a conclusion, but I think I'll let you come to one yourself :) See you in school today!

[saturdaycafe]

it kind of sounds like it might be the highest point. when you realize that all that stuff doesn't matter, and that you're not afraid to go your own way, that's good. just try not to completely hide from everyone. and i really miss you and your lauraness! there's something so simple about you, and you're so accepting and you have so many qualities that nobody else has combined together. we must bond more this summer. i hate having friends slowly slip away! the good thing is though, we seem to be kind of good at the whole picking up where we left off thing. perhaps. i love you!

[majicninja]

i can't really say where i am to much, it's all so wierd. this summer i'm going to try and reunite with a lot of my friends that sort of faded away this year. and you'd be one of those! hopefully we can spend lots of time together once school is out and we actually have time! i hope all is well, love you to!