if there was ever one word i would use to describe myself, it would be the simply phrase 'akward'. as i have been my entire life and my entire life i will always be ( Read more... )

went to court today, fortunutally got the midigation (medigation?!) and will NOT be willing/able to drive again until i'm at least the age of 18! which is alright because i don't have a car, and i'm a hippie and don't have any money ANYWAYS. so, in other words, i'm still taking the bus, and absolutly nothing in my life has changed. except i'm ( Read more... )

setting: laura is at the college, quietly minding her own business on the computers in the library. she finishes her quia and rejoyces a little. since that is done, she exits out of the open windows, puts the french book back into her bag, gets up (pushing the chair in). she turns around to see a tall skinny man standing by the copy machine. skinny ( Read more... )

i was sitting in the doctor's office today, when some old man decided it would be a good idea to suck my blood. the nurse walked in with her tray of sharp pointy objects of death and tried to make a casual conversation. i thought about running, but the sudden image of her wiping out a fresh sharp needle and stabbing me in the eye kept me in place. ( Read more... )

i'm in a bit of a delema. i don't think that i want to take french next quarter, which breaks my heart because i absolutly adore the language, and i would love even more to be able to speak it. but it's killing my gpa, it's rather stressful, but mostly it's just not fun anymore. there is only one french teacher at whatcom and she's a bitch, by the ( Read more... )

agh, ce matin j'ai pris des mes examens final et maitenant je suis fini avec ce trimestre. en le printemps j'ai un cour de l'introduction à tai chi. je suis excité! mais, je veux cette année être terminé, parce que mon cour de français ne me donne plus joie. j'aime dire la langue, mais je deste mon prof, elle est disagreable. je pence que je vais ( Read more... )

Darling Randy,

why are you such an assholeway to pass by me today in class, glare like usual, and say to me in that bitter voice of yours "laura you're on my shit list" and walk away without any type of an explenation ( Read more... )

soo bored. i'm at the high school way to early, i had to meet with my mentor - senior project things. i hate it very much.

and now i'm hungry in the library with way to much to do and a very slow computer. it's raining and my bike is outside, that things puts up with so much crap involving the weather.

rachael's a bitch and life's ok.

i stayed up until 2.30 or so this morning with laura's (edit:) crotch uncomfortably close to me leg. then i woke up around 5.30 because amber brought me pancakes from ihop, and you just don't sleep in when people bring you pancakes. see, they are not just flat mushy greasy bread. pancakes are a tender treat filled with the essance of all that is ( Read more... )

riding my bike downtown means that someday, i will indeed be hit by a car. it is inevitable. and the ones responsible will be either an old geezer in a bright red hot rod who is way beyond driving years and can no longer see much less drive the speed limit, someone to busy talking on their cell phone to look before they back out of their parking ( Read more... )