If this were a race, I'd be dead last.
But, I'm not quitting. Not now, not ever.
I will make it to the finish line.
Where ever that may be, but I'll be there with you.

I'm in love with you.
That will never change.
Never.
And I don't plan on slowing down.
Ryan.

( Survey )

I have written a million entries but erased them all.
But, you know what?
I can sum them all up in two phrases...
I love you, I'm sorry.
Neither of which means shit at the moment
Until I can see you and say it for real.
I don't want to spread my feelings on this fucking thing.
Not about this
Not now.

I love you.
Ryan.

( Survey...because it's 9 o'clock and I am bored. It's not interesting. )

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