Weed and alcohol before bedtime doesn't make for the best combination in the world. I had the creepiest dreams that my parents found out about alot of stuff that I do and damn was I in shiiiiiit. I woke up with a good ol headache too. Despite all of that I'm still in decent spirits. I had alot of fun last night. I also had to think about the ( Read more... )

Staying active is a good catilyst to not think about stuff that one does not wish to think about. The trick is remaining active all of the time.

I've got to keep this asshole out of my head. He's already played with it far too much. I will just sit here and remind myself of the pain he's brought me. I'm going to look at the brighter things in life and hope for a nice future with a different romantic interest.....yup you can show up anytime now.....

I need to change some things about me. If I don't change them then they will eat me up. I'm sick and tired of feeling trapped in the same vicious cycle of self inflicted mental abuse. I want to rise above this catylist for pain and the only way I'll be able to do it is putting my foot down. I don't want to feel used anymore. If I were as dumb as ( Read more... )

I hate getting over bad habits, but it must be done mustn't it? It would just be so much easier to get stoned in my bedroom and forget about everything thats bothering me but its SUMMER and I need to get out and find myself a summer piece o ass! I sound lame, I'll shutup now.

Dont you hate it when your all alone and u think its a great idea to get stoned to pass the time and so you go to watch tv but the chandelier is so cooler than the tv and then u start to feel less happy and remember your shitty problems and life as it is and realize that its all going to go downhill from now on? Then you get on the computer and ( Read more... )

I hate being grounded. Hello, I'm seventeen years old. And my parents WONDER why I hate them so much. I need to get some from someoone different. I'm feeling too attached and I dont like it

My dad is overwhelmed and he's taking it out on me...he wont even let me use the godamn cell phone. I cant wait till I pay my own fucking bill, then he cant tell me what to and not to do. My mom pretty much expects me to be her fucking nurse and dont get me wrong, I want to help but I cant live my life around her. Two some years ago I did that and ( Read more... )

The day before school resumes is a very depressing one...its near impossible to not be depressed. It may be wrong to feel this way but I liked it more when my mom was in the hospital...I mean she wasnt up in my business, trying to establish some bond that was never there or long smothered by her overprotective tendencies. I mean when she was gone ( Read more... )

I have no life. I am bored, lonely, and not getting any...its been like two whole days. Life sucks