I swear people are so fucking lame about giving rides these days. Yeah, I fucked up my car and now im out a car for a few weeks. Everyone offers to give rides when u HAVE a car, but when you dont things change very fast. People tend to forget the SEVERAL fucking times that you've given them rides that were completly out of your way, not to ( Read more... )

And I thought I had problems in July. Well, September rolled around and I met a guy at my new job. You know, one of those ex drug dealers with a brother in prison and several druggy friends. Yeah, just what I wanted. Well....I wont get into it but lets just put it this way, if I didnt have an anger problem before this, I sure as hell do now. I ( Read more... )

Things dont feel like they're going very well right now but I've only got a year left until I go to college so I know i can just tough this out. I feel like there are times when my friends enjoy stabbing me in the back. In turn I guess I stab them back...I feel so low right now

I can't believe its only a year until I'm moving into a college dorm. I'm so excited and sort of depressed that I can't go sooner. I want the change now!! I visited a really kickass college a couple of days ago. It was Carthage in Wisconsin. It was right off of the lake. The dorms are friggin lakefront. Their sports facility is amazing too. Its ( Read more... )

Want to know somthing completly and utterly pathetic? I get along with my friend's friends better than most of my supposed "best friends." You know what, fuck it, I'm going to use names instead of indirect plurals. I like my friend's friends better than I like Susan. I just don't like her that much anymore. It's time for me to stop pretending that ( Read more... )

I want things to change. I want to move away, even my therepist thinks I should. I'm trying so hard to forget about things that aren't good for me. Maybe I should go take a walk or somthing. Columbia should call me back soon so I cant leave until they call back

my friends mom is in the hospital as we speak and we've agreed to pick her up from school. Well this situation is quite urgent no? My mother has the FUCKING NERVE to take a bath...not a shower before we leave the house. What a godamn stupid cunt. This girl is worried to shit about her mother and my mom has the NERVE to bathe before takin her to the ( Read more... )

If I need to make decisions for myself then why do my parents feel that they are obligated to enforce their opinions on me. If they are afraid their perfect little daughter has fallen into a bad crowd thats their fucking problem. I dont care about what other people think so long as Im still having fun. You know somthing? Weed, booze, and sex never ( Read more... )

I talked to him and pretty much acted ambivilent. Im so fucking proud of myself! I feel stronger after this. Ach tanning hurts and tanning beds are scarey

I've been getting out more and it makes me happy. Maybe my life will take some interesting turns this summer. I hope so. I don't want this to be a looooooong boring summer. This is the first night in about a week that I've actually had alone time and I'm more than fine with that. I'm getting to know my neighbors again and its great. I wish I had ( Read more... )