I have not updated this, and I dont even know if people read LJ's anymore. I do, but I dont post or leave comments ( Read more... )

So New Years Resolutions are made and being kept. Im keeping them ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to reflect and write stuff, but Im tired. Physically and mentally I am worn out. Life has been exciting and I like who I am becoming, but most of the time I find myself in a whirlwind of confusion and unsure of where I am. I am getting tired of getting pushed outside of my comfort zone, although that is where you grow as a ( Read more... )

Scenerio: backpacking trip with cute guy that you like.

Room mates advice: buy condoms.

This is a big moment. I never bought condoms before. I have to admit to myself I am sexually active. Im ready to have sex, but not buy condoms. Hell I finally just got comfortable buying tampons. That took me 7 years to come to terms with. Ugh.

best story ever ( Read more... )

So I went on a date with Rory ( Read more... )

Im back to normal again. It feels so good. Although I didnt post in hear that I was having a hard time and everything I was. I just got caught up in myself and the negatives parts of City Year instead of focusing on what I am doing here. Its good to be grounded again. It is so easy to get caught up with everything that is wrong when you live ( Read more... )

people my age are getting married.

thats scary

and i cant even be functional to make something last for more than a date. Oh well. If I was at home right now like the people I went to school with I would be married to... lets not even think about it.

scary

So my life in a short update ( Read more... )

Do you know how sometimes you just need to cry? Then you do and everything feels better. This time however. I had my realization. I cried. Everything feels worse ( Read more... )