Your voice echos in this empty room "I swear.. this time I mean it..". Last shot, last chance.. how many times do we have to go through this. Rollercoaster emotions and a loaded gun by your side, lets get this over with. Second chances and regrets, what is it to you how i live my life and how the world around me is meaningless. your touch always ( Read more... )

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this is conflict.

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I wouldnt pride myself on being like you, never once would someone be praised for their effective tactics for 'breaking people down'. does it make you feel better about yourself when you make everyone feel more pathetic than you do? I suppose its the only pleasure you'd get out of life when you can't get anything fucking right. High expectations? I ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE IMAGESHACK OMG.

new header bar, look at it and tell me if you like it. I havent updated for a month and this is the best update I can come up with, how lame.

proper update soon I promise.

xo

The past three and a half years have been complete bullshit. this time last year I'd probably be contemplating what my life meant to the world and what I was needed for, I'd be a complete mess, wishing revenge on those who did wrong to me. I could've gone and killed every single person in that school that ever gave me a filthy look, or spat a ( Read more... )

It's hard to be self centered even when I feel like I'm dying. two in the morning and my screams echoing off of the walls with tears streaming down my face. this couldn't be half as bad as we think it is, but like I said, I think i'd rather go through childbirth without painkillers it was that terrible. my sarcastic nature seems to spark up the ( Read more... )

Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,

I'm shocked at what you're capable of.

And if this is a coronation,

I ain't feeling the love.

What's the call when we hear the sound of the glass breaking and the metal twisting around your broken and bloody body, but we can't see the accident that caused your long awaited death. maybe a mental patient in a ( Read more... )

When the lights go off

I wanna watch the way you
Take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last

sometimes it's the silences, and the awkward murmurs that make the only moments we get together last ( Read more... )

this is seriously just one of those days when you wake up and you want someone to shoot you in the head. angsty maybe, delusional, possibly. what the hell is wrong with you? I'd like to give an honest answer but I don't think half of me woke up today. the half that laughs in the face of an argument and giggles at the stupidest things. Hello world, ( Read more... )