have you ever felt immensly lonely ( Read more... )

My brother is an idiot! I really can't stand him right now
he gets his way all the time
he is disrespectful and rude
in his world it is his way or the highway
you have to zdrop everything and worship him
he needs an attitude adjustment
my mom is probably crying right now

what a fucking ass hole

 Bitch!

at least i had the coutesy to tell you about it 
i had to fucking hear it from someone else! 
Fuck you!

 so my life definat;y sucks.  My best friend is on a dadte with this guy i kinda liked... oh well she liked him first and i am not going to be that person.  I had a bunch of people over last night.  (including my ex cause we are still friends)  It is kinda funny that the only people i am friends with are the crew.  but anyways everyone leaves ( Read more... )

so i am finaly 18!! yay!!

now for the real reason for this post:

I don't know what happened or why she isn't talking to me but i'm not going to push it.  If she feels it is better then that is her decision.

I freaked out at crew last night because the fuckingpeople there don't know how much all this fucking ( Read more... )

pop called today
we talked for like 15 min
then we had a 15 min awkward scilence
then the bitch hung up on me
didn't say anything
all i heared was "click"

BITCH!! I FUCKING HATE HIM!!!!!

I fucking hate college!
i try and have a conversation with my parents
all my mom has to say about it is
"alicia you're thinking about this too emotionally, you need to think rationally"
wtf is that supposed to mean

They don't get and never will get my problems
I am almost a fucking senior in HS and guess what??
never been kissed
my fucking 14 yr old ( Read more... )

It is all falling apart 
correction: its all gone

maybe it is for the best 
maybe you never really needed me 
but instead i needed you

hate this feeling.

It's all done with...i'm cool
I am serene and everything is ok


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All i can say is great.  
They are lucky.

kinda upset about some stuff but ill be fine

Update on the accident:  
We got the car back
I have to go to court on tuesday

Hopefully it will all work out 
(and i'm not just talking about the car)