It's been a long time. I realized I use this thing when I'm really upset as a coping mechanism. SO here goes ( Read more... )

I should never think ( Read more... )

sometimes....i cant believe what people are capable of. i tend to believe the best in people and then when i hear that they are terrible...it's just hard for me to believe. iunno. on the bright side, im living in sigma chi this summer which would be cool. my mom said that i never wanted to join aephi...all along i wanted to join a fraternity, not ( Read more... )

life sucks as usual....im overwhelmed with work and I'm not going to get it all done. I realized today that i used to get good grades at stanford. what happened? iunno. also, i have to take 5 classes fall and winter quarter next year. senior year. sucks. at least i won't have to deal with scn anymore. but ill still have to deal with those beezies ( Read more... )

well i have a row app due tomorrow, a lab due monday, a movie scene for recruitment due tomorrow, AND i have a midterm monday. i also didnt turn in my econ pset on friday for the third time in a row. i dont want to fail that class but im definitely sucking because i havent studied for the midterm yet. blah, i suck. i miss brayton so much. i cant do ( Read more... )

second...this song reminds me of what i thought my life would be and what it turned out to be ( Read more... )

so......i love brayton ruffcorn period

i can never finish all the work i have to do in one week. stupid expectation of having to graduate in four years :(

TOO MUCH WORK I SAY

i want to feel happy again

so....as usual, haven't posted in a while. quick update: I live in Mirrielees (it's apartment style living so i have to cook and clean for myself) with dania and allie. brayton and chris live down the hall with a cool dude named huey (year younger, seems nice enough). i hate living in mirrielees because it is so far away (i had to buy a bike, ( Read more... )