ugh i dont know what is wrong with me, one second ill think good things and be all happy and not worry about the annoying shit in my life, but the next second ill see or hear something about the annoying shit in my life and it pisses me off! im being really impatient about my future, i want it to happen now and time goes by so fucking slow when ( Read more... )

wowza today was my first day at my new place of employment aka nordstrom rack and holy shit i forgot how fricken insane retail was on saturdays hahah i swear i got home and i nearly cried when i was walking to my door cause my heels hurt so fucking bad! but i get paid $10.50 and hour and the people i work with are super nice and awesome (so far) ( Read more... )

Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things like wearing these pants or getting to a new level of Dragon's Lair - making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it... and that's all we can ask for.

my life is so stressful...sometimes i love it sometimes i hate it. I really like my new classes, everyone is so great and nice :) I also had an interview at nordstroms rack in tanasbourne and the manager and assistant manager are like super young like 20-24 and the people there seem so nice so hopefully i get that job ( Read more... )

i cant wait until i get the fuck out of this place...not just oregon or beaverton but like the fucking west coast or maybe just northern part cause california sounds pretty good right about now, but nothing will sound better than the east coast ( Read more... )

people sicken me with the things they say and think....seriously get the fuck over yourself. ugh anyways my spring break was fun. i have a huge pimple on the side of my face and its not ok at all really. 12 more weeks of school...wow its amazing how badly that makes me want to shoot myself in the face. Nick is sleeping on my bed right now...i ( Read more... )

I feel like I should update, although my life consists of pretty much the same things all the time. Im glad its spring break even though i feel like i should be doing something....im not and it feels kinda odd im not gonna lie. i need a job though im not sure where i want to work but i need a job. I kinda feel like working in a tiny coffee house, ( Read more... )

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this past month has been hell...my dad and stepmom are getting a divorce i have to try my hardest every night to make me dad happy, my cousins Joana died of leukemia two days ago, finals are stressing me the fuck out, and tonight has been the first night i have cried this hard in a very very very very long time. go me.

yay 1 month :)

best month of my life..thats all i gotta say <3