Chapter 1--Basics ( Read more... )

Thursday - I was supposed to work,  but they weren't busy enough so I didn't have to. I just ended up relaxing.

Friday - Adam and I were going to go swing dancing, but it only lasted a minute. I'm stupid & care too much about what people think. Plus I hate dancing & wasn't very open minded to it. I hung out with him anyways though.

Saturday - Got up ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Allow me to be immature. Don't read if you're not in the mood for drama.

( I mean it. )

I might make a picture update later. Woohoo.

Winterfest was good. I love my church friends. They make me smile like no one else. They make me feel like myself, not the boring, shy person I become at school. I miss them though. I miss seeing them every week. I miss being hyper with them and acting like an idiot. I miss everything with them. They ( Read more... )

Girl Confessions
[] I do wear makeup.
[X] When I walk by mirrors, I cant help but look.
[X] I wear pink nail polish.
[] I have watched porn.
[X] I laughed.
[XPassion of the Christ] I have cried at a movie theater.
[X] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like, to make him jealous.
[X] I love chocolate.
[X] Getting flowers still makes me melt ( Read more... )

"Write twenty statements/questions intended towards 20 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didn't ( Read more... )

I know words can't solve everything, but this should help me. I need to get all my thoughts out.

Its the year 2006 now. When I was younger, 2007 seemed so far away and now I have only 1 year left. How can the things I used to dream of suddenly seem like a nightmare. Maybe that's an exaggeration, but when I was litte I couldn't wait to get out of ( Read more... )

Monday - Adam and I
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In 2005 I...
{ } broke a promise
{x} made a new best friend
{x} fallen in love
{x} fallen out of love
{x} done something you swore never to do
{x} lied
{} stole
{} went behind your parents back
{x} cried over a broken heart
{x} disappointed someone close
{x} hid a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{} got arrested
{} kissed in the rain
{} slept under the stars
{} ( Read more... )