there are some people from whom i have faded and i don't feel the least bit sorry. it seems as though time and circumstance have joined to pull us apart-- or maybe that was just our excuse to no longer continue a futile attempt at friendship ( Read more... )

i dreamt of 2 grey, sexless bodies with accusing eyes and wicked thoughts

they watched me, watched me hold this child,loving him and planting gentle kisses of assurance on his eyelids

they were confused it seemed at this,that a woman, that a barren woman with no hope and lingering faith would care for this infant she did not know. I felt instantly ( Read more... )

There are times that I find myself wondering about HIM, if he exists,if hes forgiving.....

forgiving is something im finding too easy to do these days =(

I got my palm read yesterday,she spoke of the kind of person i am,i believe her,yet i have my doubts. She spoke of lost loves and my decision,apparently i will be on an emotional rollercoaster for ( Read more... )

I know what love is: this is our emergency

im so happy right now. Danielle & I got our new apartment !!!

A lost love sent me late night messages of regret...maybe there is hope out there, that all mankind can't be as bad as I thought.

I do not love this person, but i appreciate the effort it took for him to admit his wrong doing. He's miles and ( Read more... )

what was last night ( Read more... )

at least i got a phone call this time...that was polite. im way too forgiving Amanda says,about everything, not any one specific incident or person(to avoid confusion)

i guess she's right- i fail myself & i blame myself for other people hurting me, its a cycle & i cant fucking break it

after work Amanda, Alexx and I went to flagler skate park,this ( Read more... )

once again my lovely ladies and myself had a SPECTACULAR evening =)

we drank more bawls,ate at dennys like every fucking night and skated all over the damn place,loungin & being rule machines zahaha

afterwards though,we were so fucking hot again but Ian had work in the morning and julian had orientation for UCF the next day,so the boys went home ( Read more... )

Last night was simply amazing,and it was just that: simple. but i loved every second and im so grateful to have the best friends =)

went skateboarding all over ormond causing mischief...then pool hopping GOD was that fucking fun,amanda squeezing her soaked bra over my head:priceless

zahaha afterwards,practiced our ollies and got some bawls lol...an ( Read more... )

oh dear

well,that is settled and again guys, assuming- we all know what it gets us,although i had a talk with mike and he had a semi-good reason to think that, but still, ask and you will get an answer. im not a mean person,and the ppl i consider my friends, i would not talk shit about. so therefore...you really don't know me & i'm sorry you dont ( Read more... )

i hate ( Read more... )