i am done.  today, i graduated from canyon crest academy.

cassie described it perfectly.  last week we broke up with canyon crest academy, but this week we tried to ignore it.  we were still together as a class but weren't attending classes at school.  today was the official "get the fuck out of my life" and tonight at grad night we will have ( Read more... )

i want things to be easy again.  no, not easy, pure and simple. it has never been easy ( Read more... )

it does not feel like there are only seven days of school left.

there is a terribly confused bird living on my street.  it sings, very eerily, every night from like midnight to three in the AM.  i think it thinks that its dawn or sunrise, and in the meantime i can't fall to seep.

this weekend will include the following:

1. an adventure
2. drug paraphernalia 
3. taking pictures
4. rocking out
5. these fine young men
 
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i barely woke up this morning and i have been absolutely exhausted all day.   the timing of the past month has been so off and i feel like i'm losing my mind.  i don't know how i let this build up inside of me for so long, i guess its because you're making excuses now and instead of making excuses i have always worked out (or tried my best to work ( Read more... )

yesterday felt like tuesday. today felt like thursday.

i'm on a roll.

wow, i'm apathetic ( Read more... )

this is all so familiar.

long days, longer nights
procrastination
expensive gas ($4.05/gallon not okay)
mood swings
prom dresses/stresses
frustration'
being active
losing things (where did my stats book go??)
spending mass amounts of money

this year, this time...ridiculously similar to the last.