It seems to me that when I start to figure something out, my naivety and my illusions kind of give way. More clearly, when some issues resolve themselves (or I learn to deal with them) deeper subjects that I have pushed aside come to the surface
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Tuesday night, June 17th: ~ 3:00 am - 12:30pm: Slow to fall asleep, heavy dreaming, woke up several times, but continued dreaming in two main dream episodes
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So, I have this tendency of saying "I was crazy last semester" then citing various things that fucked up and died. But, I've realized that this is just some sort of cop out. I'm a crazy bitch. I over-react and fall into strange funks
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I haven't posted to this journal for some time and I've actually been using it to store those internet selector/quiz things. So, I suppose that this journal isn't looking very... Well, it doesn't reflect much of anything, really
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I've been going through old entries here. I've truly changed a lot. It's rather embarrassing to read, actual. So I've deleted some. It's no great loss. I've finished my exams for the year, and am ahead on my summer work. However, I'm not doing so well with the whole college-thing. Is very scary, that.