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Spare Change
I'm on the thresh-hold to some drastic changes and I'm not sure where to turn. What upsets me is how little choice I seem to have in these matters, and instead have to be reactive to what's coming down the line. I'd thought I was building a stronger style of life, with some consideration of sustainability and control. Unfortunately the other foot ( Read more... ) -
When Crime Got a Little Too Hot, One Man Decided to Cool It Down
Last night I attended the Ward3 Neighborhood Watch Organizing Meeting. There were some 80-100 other residents gathered in the conference room of the World War 2 Club on Conz St. It was organized in response to the recent fires that have plagued our city, and more specifically, our ward. I will not stand by and do nothing as we are subject to the ( Read more... ) -
"...the abyss stares also..."
Does anyone still read these?
Does anybody want to hear me try to explain my existential crises?
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things have not improved greatly. she never calls ( Read more... ) -
'when you look into my eyes know i want to die'
Things can't get much bleaker for Mr. Reader. Everything is cold, inside and out. I lobbied for the lower temp in the house, but it is frigid inside my body too. I feel dead, or like that I might have become some sort of robot. I feel like I've lost sight of my friends, of my needs, of my responsibilities ( Read more... ) -
Fuck You
I am so fucking tired of people trying to tell me who I am and what I should do.
Now Fear This:
Its the age of an all new Xtian.
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on the other hand...
http://brandonbird.com/paintings.html
holy crap this is fantastic -
"I Remember a Time When You Used to Love Me"
"I Remember a Time When You Used to Love Me ( Read more... ) -
There is No World On This Earth Like Between Me and Her
Things have been up and down this week, with complications coming from a number of different directions. I've gained a lot of insight into my state of being, and have figured a few things out. I'm playing a careful tune, trying to suss out the way I want to go. It hasn't been easy, I've had to reevaluate some of the dynamics between me and people I ( Read more... ) -
I Should Have Seen THis Coming
So things aren't as great as I depicted them before. I"m walking a very thin line. I think I had an appropriate wake up call a few days ago. I've been experiencing a series of shocks to my mentality and existence which make me fairly shaken. I'll regain composure soon.
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