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today was supposed to be four years. i had a home spa/wine day with some of the girls to keep my mind off it. it went really well until i got home and i just..collapsed emotionally. i'm tired of constantly fighting this loneliness. it's exhausting just trying to not feel crushed.

i hope he feels a fraction of what i feel.

damnit shiloh, i miss you. remember how we used to just lay on the couch for hours, all curled up under blankets, watching tv? and the one time you sat under the kitchen table singing the general's chicken song.. how i used to comb all the tangles out of your hair after your three-hour bath.. and there was the time you cut, just a little too deep ( Read more... )

goals for 2009 (not resolutions!), to be crossed out as completed and added to as needed:

- practice driving at least one hour a week (7/16 two weeks in a row!)
- be comfortable driving in little traffic (7/16, should have been more specific. i am comfortable in little traffic, in a car with automatic transmission! will update when i'm ok w/manual ( Read more... )

i updated the last 2 times i went to see nin, so i might as well do it again! i snagged 2 tickets to see them at the bowery ballroom and i am FUCKING EXCITED. the nin/ja show was..slightly disappointing despite the badass seats and the great performance, due to being surrounded by jane's addiction fans and the somewhat rushed set (since ja was ( Read more... )

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i need a version of oh my darling, clementine that i can listen to. it's bothering me that i can't find it, other than the first couple of verses! (ok.. and bobby darin's version which i REALLY don't like.)

i'm mostly just posting this to use my icon, i admit.

jj abrams bought option rights to the dark tower. the prospect of the dark tower on screen is terrifying and exhilarating. :O

* Put your music player on random.
* Post the first line from the first 32 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
* Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
* Bold Strike through the songs when someone guesses correctly ( Read more... )

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