If I had a hole in the ground to collect all my tears, I'd host a community pool ( Read more... )

It was an "Oh Fuck" moment that I thought only I experienced because I was a girl. One of those freak storms where thunder rips you from sleep and your imagination molds horrifying silhouettes with the brief flash of lightning every thirty seconds. You hold your covers over your head for dear life, pinching your eyes closed. Your body turns into a ( Read more... )

"I am completely in love with you," said Devendra Banhart

standing in the pouring rain.

theFLYNGdutchman : so carissa whats up with this guy any good? as long as i known you you been a rebel partier no man in ur life ( Read more... )

Woke up to Devendra Banhart and his tiny bed around 1pm. We rolled around for a little until he asked if I'd like for some coffee and a long drive. This came as a surprise to me since we haven't spent a day together since November so I smiled and said I would love it. He took a quick shower, I threw Lou Reed on the record player and read a few ( Read more... )

I was doing crazy things, seeing even crazier things on a daily basis. I don't know what possessed me to become so erratic but i was foul and wrong and hideous in my addiction. It seemed unusual for me to be under such an influence with little to no need of screaming it from the mountaintops, because this time, I wasn't high, or drunk, or ( Read more... )

I'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds ( Read more... )

maybe later ( Read more... )

Church dreams, insecurity, and severely unhealthy obsessions ( Read more... )

Finally.

I hadda dream that something really good happened and I kept telling everyone how fucking psyched I was....

then I woke up, and it was all real.

I just wanna smoke and listen to The Velvet Underground all day & maybe some Mazzy Star.