*notice* this is to post some bad stuff out of me, so I can get on with my day.

[malboshia]

the following is a selfish get the depressed crap out of my system post, so I can stop crying and go to work like I have the confidence I bullshit the world with most of the time.  Please disregaurd whats behind the cut if you dont want to read my emo crap...thanks..

Comments

[sprytess]

Big Hugs!
LJ is here to get you Emo crap out, dont apologize for it.

[reannon]

Hey, this is not emo, hon. This is grief, and it's okay to feel it. You have to, it's the only way to work through it. If you need a shoulder, I'm right over here. In the meantime, I'll be thinking and praying for you and your family. It's been a rough year.

[gothmom]

I agree, its grief. I have watched my family drift completely apart during the years after my dad's death. It is a sad thing to see. You can only do so much and most of it is internally dealing with it.

So - I feel ya -- keep your spirits up.

[atolnon]

Grief is difficult, but natural. It's ok to let it run its course.
That said, I hope you feel better and I send my condolences. It's a rotten time to be sure. Good luck.

[kyraanne]

*hugs* I'm watching my parent's generation go as well and I'm mourning the loss each time. You know I'm here if/when you want to talk, be silly or just have a hug.