OMG so much has happen this week, that I am stressed to the max. And right now I don't even know whether or not Ron is mad, upset, frustrated, etc at me. I mean last night was a hectic night and when I finally got home and went to go to bed with Ron things just didn't seem right. I was getting really bad vibes that something was going on. When ( Read more... )

I called Ron at around 2 this afternoon to talk to him and see how he was doing and see when he would be coming home. Ron said he didn't "know when he would be getting off." I told him "well it’s Saturday and you should only be working half a day." Ron agreed with me but then he said "well I need to start working more to get more money because ( Read more... )

Ok as you read yesterday I was feeling blah and was really worried about Ron. Now you will read what happen when I did get a hold of Ron and what had happen ( Read more... )

Ok for some reason today I am feeling blah. I don't know what else to call what I am feeling. I don't even know how to describe how I am feeling. Right now Mom and I are trying to figure out what we want for dinner. I told her what I wanted but she isn't sure. Plus we also have to pick something that Ron would like too. I rather go out to eat ( Read more... )

Ok the past couple of weeks my hormones have been off the chart. I had to stop my birth control for the surgery. Ever since I stopped taking it I’ve become very emotionally and enraged quite easily. Just about everyday I end up crying over something and last night was not a good night ( Read more... )

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When I last wrote, I wrote about how happy I was to find out that Dr. Lee got all the cancer before it had spread; and how I was not on talking terms with Dad. Not a whole happened this past week ( Read more... )

So I haven’t written in a while, mainly because not much is going on really. Same ole thing, just different day ( Read more... )

I was so scared and nervous Tuesday night. Ron and I went to bed early but I tossed and turned all night and woke up at 3 in the morning and stayed awake. We needed to be up at 4:00am and leave by 4:30am so that we could be at Jackson Memorial Hospital by 5:30am. Dad made a few wrong turns but we still got there early. We I signed in the ( Read more... )

I would like wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Today is not going nor has it been a wonderful day. Today has been filled with worriness and nervousness. The surgery is in less then 24 hours from now and I really scared. I don't have Tracey miami_princess here with me to just keep me company and occupied. My boyfriend Ron is working and he won't be home ( Read more... )