I think it is very likely that Im trapped in the rapture of some mad scientists wicked experiment...Life is good but times are oh so harsh. Im happier now that I have nothing than ever before. I feel crazy...I feel like a fool...but I feel like a star. I cant explain it. Maybe I'll do better next time Im blessed with money and professional

So the plan for today is this: I will occupy a seat here, in the Union computer lab, and attempt to start my newsletter on the Prostitute's Rights Movement, which is due tomorrow and then around 2pm I will begin studying for my Victimology exam which begins at 530pm. I do believe I would be giving myself ample time to study and hopefully I will ( Read more... )

Today I was served my 3 day notice. So, if I do not have $610 by Friday I dont know what will happen. On the up side: my happy pills are working because I havent robbed a bank or murdered my landlord yet, on the down side: my happy pills are fucking up my sleep patterns and its too cold to be homeless...yes, I know it April but the world is ending ( Read more... )

This past year has been the worst year of my life. It sucks to go through life thinking that you're not good enough and then have a constant reminder of it everyday. I wake up and think about how much I have to look forward to. It makes me happy to think that one day I'll have a huge polished desk with pictures and calenders and notes everywhere. ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Thursday which meant that after my 930-1045 class I should have the rest of the day to do as I please, right? Ha, no. First, I missed my appointment with my student adviser because after my quiz in the aforementioned class my mind was fluttered and I simply forgot. No biggie, I rescheduled for next week. I should probably sign up ( Read more... )

You know whats hard work? Making yourself accept everything in your life that you hate but cannot help. I do believe that happiness is a choice...I do, and because of that I've been trying to ignore A LOT of shit and pretend Im happy but its sooo irritating. Sunday, while in Orlando, I had the opportunity to visit this magnificent home. It was ( Read more... )

Before I start I want to make it clear that this post is open to the public but my intent is for the eyes of Abeo and Sarah (I dont know why but I trust you Sarah, I do...and that scares me too). (so why not lock it?...simple,I like openess ( Read more... )

im so fucked up right now...so fucked up. and im wondering...what do I want? long term, you know? hmmm...with a degree in sociology and criminoligy what am I preparing myself for? i dont know...i just dont know. such vices I indulge myself with, they make me think too much...oh well, another bowl is waiting for my attention, and I must tend to it. ( Read more... )

What do you think about me marrying Fox? Give me your full opinion please, it does matter!

you know how myspace messages work, from bottom to toplets say that I made a simple suggestion...the smarties wont do it. I have family members who cannot swim too...does that mean I want them to stuff themselves in ovens?...yes, I think it would be mildly entertaining but I think much more of people than that. You must know Im a fan of black ( Read more... )