i read your lil journal and i seen what you said, that you love me and always will, and that i am your heart, but i feel like im a piece of shit, because of the way i treated you, and i know that i was wrong, by the way i was, but i`m sorry, and i can change i have changed. and if you only knew the way i have been feeling, if you loved me like you ( Read more... )

You know life is funny. its funny how things work out. you spend almost 2 years of your life with someone you care about so much, then all of a sudden you realize this isnt what you want. All this time and effort you put into this relationship and its all over. why is that? People come and go out of your life so quickly. i have lost alot of people ( Read more... )

Sometimes i sit and wonder how my life ended up this way. I have been through relationship after relationship and for some reason, i am never satisfied. I dont like to hurt people i cant help that im not happy. I have never been with anyone that could really satisfy me. And im not talkin about sex, just with love. Maybe it's because i have never ( Read more... )

i had a good weekend. got my nails done, went shoppin. i went to this party last night. too many drunk people there for me. the cops came. but we left. drunk people cannot chill together. my little brother started soccer today..lol...it was so cute. he's the goalie. he got all excited he blocked 3 balls and got white chalk all over his face. ( Read more... )

Well i hate being lied to. people really know how to piss me off ! when i tell someone dont call me again, they never listen, why is that? that just pisses me off even more. but other than that my life is pretty depressing. there's only one thing that makes me feel better, but i cant say what that is :x . i need to move away from here. im trying to ( Read more... )

what's uppppppp! i havent wrote in here in like forever. i've just been kinda busy. but thats ok. well me and Geno broke up. im kinda sad but i'll get over it. it was for the better. we just have very different interest. life goes on. i woke up this morning in a great mood. i just feel like i need to better myself so i've decided to set a couple ( Read more... )

Im so sick, but i cant sleep. i just took some more pills to make me sleep but they are not working. im like sweating to death. THIS LIL PUNK IS PISSIN ME OFF! ugh im gonna go lay down now ;T
byeeeeeeeeeeee muahz

my weekend was nothing but Drama! im tired of people fightin. its young! its dumb to fight people u grew up with. but whatever. but im tryin to get it all squashed. the other side is willing to squash it but i haven't talked to Geno yet, so i dunno whats gonna happen. but im outtie <33

Hellooooo...well erm..:T i dunno. i had an ok weekend. i painted my room, which took 8 hours :x watched everyone get fucked up.and shopped :] my favorite thing to do. today im goin to buy a tv stand cuz im tired of lookin at mine.then im goin to get carpet. big fun! so...i think ill go work on my page er somethin..to0dles

Sarah is grOss, grapejeLLyhOle [12:40 PM]: i think i have jeLLy in my eye ;[
grapejeLLyhOle [12:40 PM]: my eye is like juicin ;[ . ew she is nasty. i mish my gENO. i dunno wtf to write in here so um tOddles!@$%^*_)