Comments | malice_chan: I'm Still Standing

malice_chan

I'm Still Standing

Mar 12, 2006 11:26

Well, I'm still around. I was so sick at one point that I couldn't eat a thing at all. Apparently I had overdosed on bloodthinners and my whole stomach leaked and was full of blood. The had to run a tube down my nose, to my tummy where they pumped out a bunch of blood and stuff. They said I didn't look good, but San Diego Hospice came in and said ( Read more... )

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mmmmjournal March 12 2006, 20:59:01 UTC

Hang in there.... Opening Day is just a few weeks away. And it's the best day of the year.

Keep the faith.

malice_chan March 14 2006, 14:39:13 UTC

You can bet that I will do my best. Really excited about the season and want to catch it all! ^_^ By the way, it's nice to hear from you again. Hope things are going well.

sensei256 March 12 2006, 21:23:08 UTC

If you don't give up on yourself, neither will I.

malice_chan March 14 2006, 14:41:52 UTC

Good. Then don't give up just yet. I'm stilll going to hang in there and fight! I seem to have some good support out there and I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart!

NEVER!!!! amaniwolf March 13 2006, 04:48:45 UTC

I think i can safely say we're never giving up on you. I think your stay at the Hospice did you some good, and i'm glad people were there to help you. I promise i'll be around and i won't stop writing to you, if you want to stay and fight, i say good for you, we're with you 100%.
You take care of yourself and keep strong. We'll be here always.

Re: NEVER!!!! malice_chan March 14 2006, 14:45:19 UTC

The week stay at the Hospice was wonderful, and I thought about you guys a lot. And you cannot believe how surprise I was after writing here and getting all of these responses. I was nearly in tears. Please keep writing and I'll do the same, my friend.

eyes_of_storm March 13 2006, 15:15:55 UTC

*gentlypurkounces you* Oh mally... I've ever been so sad when I thought we'd lost you... It sounded as though we had. I thought about you so much and wished... Well I don't know what I wished. I thought I was supposed to let go and mourn you like I did my uncle.
I was ever so sad mally, ever so deeply deeply sad. *wolfy snogs with teary eyes*
I never gave up on you but I was ever so sad that you might have.
*cuddlesnarf* When the time comes... I will be ever so sad again... But for now... Selfish old me... I'm just happy to see you back for however long you want to be here!

malice_chan March 14 2006, 14:49:14 UTC

*hugs* I'm still here, and I felt bad making you sad about all of this. I'm not ready to go down just yet, so you help me be strong, 'kay? *snugs* You make sure you take care of yourself too! I worry you know~

eyes_of_storm March 14 2006, 23:33:54 UTC

It's ok... I know you felt really isolated and were hurting a lot so I understand.*wolfy snugs*
No prob compadre! *sends spirals of healing strength your way*
^_^

Trying, definately trying... At least I'm trying to physically... Mentally might be a lost cause. XP *chuckles*

anonymous March 13 2006, 17:27:19 UTC

*Huggs*

Hang in there! we're rootin for ya.

Akane

malice_chan March 14 2006, 14:53:00 UTC

Akane-chan! You better be rootin'~! ^_^ I still think I can pull this off, but if not, then I am going to give it my best. I still have something to give in my life, so you can't get rid of me that easily.