Hey there. How is everyone doing? Well, I hope. Been practicing on my artwork and little by little it seems to be getting me by If anyone knows of a decent 'Flash' to get me by this, I would be extremely grateful. I wish I was better at findng stuff like this.

Hey there, everyone. Had a little trouble sleeping last night and thought that I would come up with a plan for my journal. I know this may sound super silly, but I sort of wanted to leave a small mark behind. See, I wanted to make a pesonal blog, with a little bit of artwork behind, where a poor excuse of an artist like myself can fool around bit ( Read more... )

Well, I'm still around. I was so sick at one point that I couldn't eat a thing at all. Apparently I had overdosed on bloodthinners and my whole stomach leaked and was full of blood. The had to run a tube down my nose, to my tummy where they pumped out a bunch of blood and stuff. They said I didn't look good, but San Diego Hospice came in and said ( Read more... )

Not here to apologize, just to let everyone know how my doctor's visit went. My liver is so bad it can no longer handle any chemotherapy. They are going to have a nurse come check on me like once a week. I'm not bed-ridden yet, but close, and once I am, it won't be long before it's all over ( Read more... )

This is a joke. I say I'm leaving the boards for good, and don't hold back and tell everyone my liver is failing me and that mundane things become a chore, I say goodbye to all my friends, and I get three responses, all from friends I have know all of maybe two years, when I have friends I have known for over 10 just brush me off. Some farewell I ( Read more... )

just wanted to say goodbye. my body is breaking down a little more each day. it's doubtful i'll last to the end of the year. i use to come here and read responses because it made me feel better. but little by little i begin losing friends here, so i might as well stop putting forth the effort. even my mom can see i'm breaking down but she won't ( Read more... )

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Today, I shall rant and complain because I was awaken at 6AM and remained up. Allow me to elaborate. I have a huge backyard. You could easily fit an apartment building there, yet the actual house I live in is about the size of a shack. Anyway, I was heading to bed after taking a strong new painkiller, Roxicet. There I was, falling asleep, and for ( Read more... )

As neccessary.
You scored 30% Cold and 71% Level-Headed!

If threatned, you will respond with equivalent force, and most likely have the nerves to carry you through the act.


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I was suppose to have this week off from my chemo session, but they called me in and had me take another dose. I came home feeling a little sick, but not too bad. I'm sure this feeling will go away in a day, maybe two at the most ( Read more... )