Where did I go? I've lost complete touch of who I am. I don't know who I am anymore ( Read more... )

As much as I've tried to update each and every single day, it's beginning to get harder and harder. My brain is running short of topics, my creativity supply is running low. I need a refill, but thats just imipossible. I don't know what to talk about at all. I mean I would reminice about the good old days when I was younger because my brother, mom ( Read more... )

I wrote a poem.
I'm too scared to unvail it for you to see.

Hello wonderful people. Isn't it lovely how I'm updating more often? Well, I tthink it is, I'm sure Joey enjoys it. It shows actual signs of brain activity, glad to know my brain is functioning properly ( Read more... )

Okay so I didn't have time to update last night, for the feeling of me about to pass out. Then I actually did. Thats the scary part. It felt so weird like, I have done it before, but not like that. Everything sounded distorted, like voices they were scary. I like how I sleep with the TV on at night, so I can listen to something, but last night, it ( Read more... )

I hate to say it, but humans are too predictable. As I was in the shower, I began to analyze a couple things people do all the time, that you know they're going to do. I hate to be a hypocrite though, but when I say it, I'll be called as one, and that's fine, because I know I am. I'm not that hypocritcal but this just makes me feel it more ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I have changed alot. I have changed so much. I didn't realize it until a couple minutes ago. As I skimmed a couple entries from the past, I noticed, I was way different back then than I am now. I can't say I changed for the better, because thats hard to decide. Maybe I have, but I feel like I haven't in some ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey all you fellow readers out there. [what is that, like two?] I don't care, I still get readers, it makes me fell important. You know what else makes me feel important, oh and don't laugh at me when I say this, but I feel reading the newspaper makes me fell important. I'm sure you all do, you just don't want to admit it, you're ( Read more... )

My left arm is constantly throbbing.
Since yesterday.
Please make it stop.

I'm getting annoyed by the constant attempts I make to create a wonderful entry, and then I'm often shut down by a distraction, or my entry not being good enough. I get enough from Joey because I don't make good entries, If you don't like this entry, don't comment it, Joey Yes, he's beginning to bug me, each time I make something not good enough ( Read more... )