Okay.. newest update..
Things are going SLOW!!
Really slow.. Why?
Mother- TOO DAMN LAZY!!!
Father- Handicapped and really can't/shouldn't be lifting that much..
Sister- LAZY!! and she keeps complaining about aches and pains..

My injury list thus far..
My right leg, all they way up to the hip.. Looks as though someone too a baseball bat to it..
Lower left ( Read more... )

haha.. enjoy!

I really fucking hate this month..
All this love shit makes me sick..
Such a wasted month, everybody acting fucking silly..

Everywhere I look I see stuff for Valentine's day..
You know what? SCREW V-DAY!! I HATE IT!!
It is such a depressing day..

Oh.. got my truck back.. score!! Before my mother got her mini-van back too..
I love my truck..

I am beyond pissed off..

The transmission on my truck went.. 10 miles from home.. had to drive like 20 mph.. 10 if i was going up hill..
I just went out and bought all kinds of stuff for my truck too.. > _ Only good news is the dealership is going to replace our transmission for free ( Read more... )

OMFG!! I rock.. I got me my new truck!! KICK ASS!! I will get pics of it up later.. I got all kinds of work to do on it to make it cooler.. But.. It is a blue 1998, Dodge Dakota Sport.. It runs great.. like new.. Brakes are slightly touchy, but after a while they eased up.. It also has a a cover for the bed.. and a lining.. Well, got no key to lock ( Read more... )

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Finally out of the hospital.. > _ <

Okay.. here is what happened to me..

Thursday, I was having some major panic attacks after an incident. After a bit, I thought I had calmed down and was able to go to bed..

WRONG!!

I ended up having one panic attack where I was in so much pain. So we went to SA Hospital. Well after playing 60 questions with the ( Read more... )

I did it again ( Read more... )

I vented recently. I had bottled up alot in me.
Ever since I vented, I feel so empty.
Nothing seems to matter.
Everything I once love, seems like nothing.
Nothing makes me happy.

Numb. Emotionless. Dead.

That is what I feel like.
I have never felt like this before.