hmm bored nothing going on i feel like time is just floating by im floating through life agian like i used to want to i guess its ok but i feel like im empty and no one is really here im sick ive been sick for a few days now and i will not be home for chrismtas its 600 some dollars to come home and its going to be around the same in january so its ( Read more... )

hmm im bored im going to drink some addictive coffe im hooked on and smoke some cigarettes im also hooked on ha ha more habits please oh yea spending all my money ha ha im saving though starting today i need it to come home so ill see you all on the 23 of december or so *heart* Drew

chillin out lifes good i work nights now so i get up around 800 for physical training on mon wed and thurs and on tues and fri i sleep in till im ready to get up and then i shower then i go smoke off base and drink slurpees then i come back get on here then i go play video games then i go to school/work around 300 then i get back at 1230am and go ( Read more... )

( Poems & Songs )

idk when chow opens but im hungry now so im going to go see if they are open before i start to eat myself....

This is the most awesome song I can think of to express myself ( Read more... )

hmmm i gues this weekend has been nice so far but it just sucks that everyone on this base is only interested in either sex or dancing i just wish someone wanted to have a decent conversation and im so confused right now emotionally its really gay i really wanted my cds but mom wont send them this makes me sad considering i take the time to email ( Read more... )

Wow this week has been cruddy so far im not meeting my own personal goals this week im not living up to my own set standards... i need to talk to amber ive been missing her more and more latly i hope my mom can send me my cds to im still waiting on it i probablly wont be able to phase up on monday due to some of this ruff week but i might i dont ( Read more... )

hmm today is shitty... i wanted to talk to amber today so much it was all i thought about today that and sending her letter yet my phone card runs out and i lose her number and i have no money and i forget to send her letter ugh.... im going back to the dorm to scream and cry then sleep thats about the only thing ive been good at latly going to the ( Read more... )

I just got done looking at some pics on mikes myspace and i realize all the shit im missing out on man... i cant wait to go home...