hmmm lots of I miss you's... *sigh* makes me wanna cry and makes me home sick lol... Im very happy right now its awesome hmm.... If you want my address to send me letters or something let me know and ill give it to you lol but i cant post it... today i had to spend about 200 dollars on some military work out clothes.. ugh... so much money lol im ( Read more... )

OK basically the money for the computer i was going to get sunday had to go to supplies and luggage so now the computer probablly will not be bought until next month or so SO i will eventu ally come online and post a specific time every week i will be online and thats when ill get on and you can talk to me if you so wish itll probablly be on sat or ( Read more... )

*Big Smile* Life is good.... I know what the one thing I never did when I lived in Tville and in Daytona that I needed to do was now. I needed to relax and just enjoy what I had. BMT (Basic Military Training) helps you realize how wonderful it is to be able to eat slow, take a nap, walk around the block when your stressed, swim, play, laugh, smile ( Read more... )

Ha ha ha, basic training was insane. I'm ALMOST done. I have until sunday till im completely done with basic training but i gradfuated today im going to sheppard AFB in witchita Falls TX Its about 8 hours north of san antonio Ill be a weapons speacialist on fighter jets ans what not I cant wait to learn about all that stuff Its gonna be cool the ( Read more... )

I had a huge entry that took me 45 mins to do about everyone and my computer fucked up so instead of going over everyone agian im just going to list the names of my loved ones I will miss that didnt get special entries ( Read more... )

Today was an excellent day. I went to see Nikki today. I like her alot. I like life alot. I'm not going to cut ever agian today. I'm not going to let things get me so down so often. I get to worked up over little things when I'm not looking at the greater good I have around me and should be happy about. It'll be tough but I'll keep myself happy ( Read more... )

My next few entries will be dedicated to random people this ones for charlie lol ( Read more... )

this song made me feel really ( good )

omg im so fucking pissed and sad WTF if its not one thing its another theres absolutly nothing fucking wrong with me and im so sad theres no reason for it at all i wish i was fucking dead in a ditch and i dont know why i cant wait to get away from this fucking place a week ago i didnt want to leave but now i cant fucking wait i dont want to be ( Read more... )

the stars are so beautiful ( Read more... )