this is life. i'm tired of life.

[malicious_heart]

he said that it hurts him. to see me with someone who is just as good as him. he said he has felt the same way for over a year now, and it kills him that someone else gets to be with me. happily. he said he made the wrong choice and he wishes he could take it all back. but he knows he can't. he feels alone and uncared for. which is so far from the

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[bunketjones]

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--BunketJones--

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[malicious_heart]

go ahead

[hellagoodstar]

heather, you shouldn't even worry about it because i know he wouldn't be good for you anyway. the only person who you really need right now, despite any problems would be ZACHARY (and me of course, hehe). i know this whole thing really bothers you, and i know it bothers him too. it really hurt me last night to hear him say bad things about you. i just wanted to yell at him but i didn't want to make him mad at me, i just wish that there was more communication because i KNOW things are getting jumbled. i love you so much and i hate to see you sad. i will give you some cigarettes.

[dying2knowitall]

I think I know who the two males are that you are talking about.
actuly Im pretty sure.

I think you and Zach are wonderful together.
Dont be afraid.
It will only hold you back from more beautiful things.

I love you.
lets hang out soon.

[dirty__glamour]

Dear Heather

[malicious_heart]

Maggie everything we went through together was [for the lack of better words] fucked up. a lot [and that is an understatement] of things were said that idnd't need to be. i'm 20 years old now. i was 17 then. i forgave you a long time ago.

p.s. that was the longest two weeks of my life. and also the most wonderful.