prom's coming soon. i really want a date. i know that everyone always says you'll have so much more fun without a date, but c'mon. the one really big dance in high school, and i don't have a date. yet at least. i really wanna talk to Andy and see if he'd wanna go. even if it just means going as friends. but i would still have fun. i miss him still ( Read more... )

shit son...i'll be 18 in 4 minutes...well, 3 minutes now. it's just weird for some reason. like im excited, but idk..2 minutes now. im talking to Ryan now on the phone and he wanted to be the first to say 'happy mutha fucking birthday'. 1 minute now...now talking to Brett. midnight. happy birthday to me.
PeacE.
♥.me.

so i'll be legal in 11 days..yup 18 years old. so im technically an adult right? well, i guess not so much in my father's eyes..i love him to death, i really do..but there's a point where he needs to stop looking out for 'whut's best for us'. i finally brought it up that i want to get my tattoo on my birthday. but he 'doesnt agree with it'. now ( Read more... )

yea, so definately havn't updated in a while. but not much has changed, so i didn't really bother to write. i've been going to the dermatologist every 2 weeks now for my acne surgery. which fucking hurts! shit son, i swear if he's gonna keep doing this im just not gonna show up. let's put it this way, needles in your fucking face. yea. so that's ( Read more... )

interesting week i supose. had another dermatologist [sp?] appt. on wednesday. i'm going on Accutaine in a week and a 1/2.. i just wanna get it over with. it turns out that i had to sign 40 different waiver things just go on this shit. the first 20 was so i understand that it's been known to cause severe depression [which is just whut i need] and ( Read more... )

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so last night was fucking amazing! first i went over to Jess' house for a little bit. i was pissed that i couldnt stay and chill with all of them, but meghan and jackie were coming over. so i leave Jess' house at like 10pm. go home and meghan calls me, and says that jackie bailed. which is fucking RETARDED b/c we've spent every single new years ( Read more... )

just got back from the mall with jess. andy actually met us there...God, i dont even know whut to say. i like him sooo much [as you all know by now] and he just seems completely oblivious to it. and im too much of a fucking pussy to just say 'hey, i like you.' i just want it to go back to over the summer when we were at least 'together' [kinda]. i ( Read more... )

so no school for me today. im not sick, im just so over tired. well that, and i honestly just couldnt find my hair dryer, so i wasnt about to go outside with wet hair. lol i know, that's pathetic ( Read more... )