So Meg and i hung out today and i paid the light bill...stopped at her house and she called several times to let her brother know where we were....she also let her mom know in the morning...anyway she gets a call at like 6 sumthin and her mom lets her know that her bro was locked out...ok...honest mistake, he was out back....he could have heard us ( Read more... )

I am a lonely eater....my appetite shot up tonight and it is only because i am away from Meg....i swear i would be dead if it wasnt for that woman....i think i would be dead.....sometimes life amazes me!

so this break was far too short, it is gonna be very different sleeeping alone after 2 weeks of constant companionship. Got Meg a beautiful Promise Ring and i really mean to marry her one day....heh, i really do love her. Dont think anyone has a doubt. well yeah x mas was good....cept i was sick slightly, very eventful....Meg and i together ( Read more... )

Fearful lover
why do you duck for cover.
You know i love no other.

It must be you doubt our perfection
but nothing is wrong or has been,
to my recollection.

May you see this eventually.
our love you can see clearly,
forever together...it is an enevitabillity.

Well tons of things happen to all of us day after day and we may just wonder why it happens.....
fail not my young deciples
stray not from your path
you shall not be lead astray
allow me to show the way.

Many believe that we live and die thats it....but what if this isnt a life but an alternate reality and this is just one elaborate dream. Maybe the dreams we dream are the reality of what is life.....i find myself lost if that is true and then i feel like maybe this is all pointless. If the mind is really that powerful then as soon as we get to ( Read more... )

Well people are slow and stupid....driving in Inverness is hell, yeah a small town and its got the traffic of ocala....anyway, Embalming fluid is nasty smelling and causes me to hate dissection. Skinning a pig is nothing but the smell first thing in the morning is rough....eh i can deal...i am loving meg more and more.....

I blew on Meg....it started when i put a little water on a kat outside and meg said that it was mean and went on about a story about greased barrels and water and putting kats in them....i dunno i had heard it before and i dunno the stress of the last few weeks and megs pa being arrogant about car shit......i yelled at her and i didnt mean to i ( Read more... )

Im fat.....as such i get heckled about dying early from heart disease......I have a wonderful girlfriend whom the very thought keeps me sane and happy. Im the strongest in the school.....im arrogant....im worried about WILMA taking everything i have......Meg would go where else but missouri.....me probably virginia....im so gonna go see her there ( Read more... )

What do you do when the cross roads are miles behind and you dont ever remember choosing a path?